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- Mistress Michelle
- I absolutely love to humiliate and laugh at pathetic losers like yourself! I don’t care about your family or really even about you…. except for your wallet! It‘s all about ME… NEVER is it about you! Don‘t ever question what you get in return for serving me. Just knowing I’m happy should be enough!
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The addiction is getting worse. Harder to deny, stronger and stronger each time. I feel such intensity at Mistress Michelle's mocking laughter and Her exploitative and seductive words it drives me out of my mind and I get rock hard and can't fight Her then, which I know is shameful but so typical of weak men. I try very hard to fight when I really must, the occasions when the wolf is knocking at the door. But I cannot hold out. I never can. The more I try the harder it becomes and I know I will submit anything I have to Mistress Michelle's superiority and sexy control. I dont even try to resist Her when I can get money for Her or make some money that is not needed for bills and survival. That time is long past now. When I am not making enough for even myself I have to try to fight it, and I even feel sorry for that, and remorseful. What makes it even more futile and pointless is that in my heart and mind I know I'll fail to resist this growing weakness and mindslavery. I was really so normal and ordinary before I heard Her voice and laugh and watched Her videos on You Tube. Then something inside me clicked and fell into place, right at her perfect feet. I am losing myself to Mistress Michelle, and it is a frightening because I do not understand the power She has or how She has it over me when I never entertained this concept of submission before. Furthermore it is so because I can't afford to surrender to that ever increasing need to do as She tells me! She always wins though. I keep thinking this time, maybe i can hold out and the time when i have had some money I know the truth because I drop it into Her waiting hands right away and hope She is online to take it off me personally. Its dawned on me how horribly trapped I have become even as I am overwhelmed with weakness and lust and mind altering words and life changing experiences. To submit and be used by Mistress Michelle! This desire must have been inside me for years and Her voice and words and laughter have opened the floodgate and I'll never get it closed again
That's such a hard thing to accept. I'm always going to give in to Her and it won't stop ever, and harder yet to accept that it is that I love it... The sensations of sweet surrender and submission are mind blowing and erotic. The more I feel ashamed of myself for being so weak the more I feel in awe, subvervience, aroused and worshipful of Mistress Michelle for doing this and making this of me, for being capable of turning me into Her Foot Bitch...
I have felt this way towards Mistress Michelle from the beginning.
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